So I’ve noticed
There’s a funny ego-short-circuiting that happens after I play a show solo. When I was in a band and we played a show, we would talk about it and analyze it for a while afterwards. Now, when I get off stage and go to hang out with my friends, I bite my tongue because I assume I’d sound like an unrestrained egotist if I said all the things I was thinking about the performance. I noticed this last night when I got home from San Diego. I watched the video I’d made of the show and just analyzed things on my own. And noticed I was missing that immediate round-up that I got from band shows.